Quee Sara Sara..?
I think.. i've had a small preview of what life would be like if i was indeed working here in Singapore. I've been working from the office in Singapore for the major part of this week. Heck, this come live from Changi Business Park. The hours i'm at work, seem pretty much the same. How different can sitting in front of a laptop be regardless of what your location is right. But its everything before and after that which seems so different. As great as it is to have time with Aji, its just different in a way, that i think i'll take a while getting used to.
I think what i miss the most is the noise and constant activity around me. Its just me and Aji here. At home, when i wake up in the mornings, my moms radio would be blasting from the kitchen, she would be up doing something and my dad would be around. Usually he's about to leave for work as i wake up, but its still one extra face who greets me. There would be breakfast, or nagging me to have breakfast. Asking me questions about this that and evrything. When i come home, sometimes someone would greet me at the gate with a big smile, there will be dinner ready on the table, the whole family perched in front of the tv, the whole house will be lit up and there's just constant noise left right and centre. Asking me questions about this that and everything. Its so different when its just me and Aji.
Wouldn't it be wonderful if i could have all that and Aji just joins the big picture. No need to relocate. To pack up my life and start over. He could be like the last fitting in my big jigsaw puzzle of life. The final touch up to the huge masterpiece i've been painting. The carefully picked garnishing to the elaborate dish called the future. The finishing tune up before the big concert.
I always get a little malancholy when i think about this. What is going to happen in the future? Where will we end up spending our lives when we are finally together? How much will i have to give up? If i insist on having all i have now, how much will he have to give up? And worst of all, who are the people going to get hurt in this whole process...
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The commute to and fro work in KL is a much bigger enjoyment then what goes on here. I think i've just become spoilt since i got my car. I hate taking cabs, busses and mrts. I miss my car..
I think what i miss the most is the noise and constant activity around me. Its just me and Aji here. At home, when i wake up in the mornings, my moms radio would be blasting from the kitchen, she would be up doing something and my dad would be around. Usually he's about to leave for work as i wake up, but its still one extra face who greets me. There would be breakfast, or nagging me to have breakfast. Asking me questions about this that and evrything. When i come home, sometimes someone would greet me at the gate with a big smile, there will be dinner ready on the table, the whole family perched in front of the tv, the whole house will be lit up and there's just constant noise left right and centre. Asking me questions about this that and everything. Its so different when its just me and Aji.
Wouldn't it be wonderful if i could have all that and Aji just joins the big picture. No need to relocate. To pack up my life and start over. He could be like the last fitting in my big jigsaw puzzle of life. The final touch up to the huge masterpiece i've been painting. The carefully picked garnishing to the elaborate dish called the future. The finishing tune up before the big concert.
I always get a little malancholy when i think about this. What is going to happen in the future? Where will we end up spending our lives when we are finally together? How much will i have to give up? If i insist on having all i have now, how much will he have to give up? And worst of all, who are the people going to get hurt in this whole process...
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The commute to and fro work in KL is a much bigger enjoyment then what goes on here. I think i've just become spoilt since i got my car. I hate taking cabs, busses and mrts. I miss my car..
posted by Annushia at 1:04 AM
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