Another page turned

Saying yesterday ended with joyous news would be an understatement. Its news that could probably change my life. News that could mean i would have to grow up in a matter of months. News that could mean every time i've said 'we'll cross that bridge when we get there' is soon upcoming.

I've always feared the prospect of meeting Aji's parents. I mean, I've looked forward to it, but doing it also scares me. Simply because i know that i'm not exactly the ideal daughter in law that they've dreamt off for their only son. And i dont know what they're expecting. Do i say hello, or do i say welcome to malaysia, do i say its good to finally meet you, or do i say i've heard so much about you. Or would they be expecting a girl who doesnt say much at all!? Will they be waiting for a flaw to show, or will i be in such a mess that all the flaws will show one after another? I dont expect them to immediately be accepting of me simply because their son wants them too, yet i'm hoping they wouldnt be looking for a moment to go 'hah see we knew this was a bad idea'.

Heck, Aji took all the nonsence from my end, i guess its fair that i take what ever comes my way with grace. They're probably just as anxious as i am. I suppose it's part of things falling into place. I'm glad they've finally agreed to meeting me and my family, at least...

I'm just so afraid of screwing it up..

Logan repeated a line from The Alchemist when i started whining to him about this, and its going to me my new tag line.

"If its your destiny, the universe will conspire to make it happen"