The Annu update
(decided to do this because Sumi and n.g. did it and I want to be part of the cool kids. heh! You know, like when you were in school and you didn't buckle your pinafore because all the cool kids didn't )
Mood : Damn annoyed. Have been working for well over 11 hours. Need to be awake in 5 hours to head for a two day Summit, eyes are heavy as hell but when I lay down I can't fall asleep
Music : Marcy's Playground - James Blunt - Frankie Valli
Food : Bread, with chicken kurma and potatoes. No, ONE potatoe. Only because my parents are so used to me not eating dinner at home anymore. So I had to make do.
Boredom level : Can't be bored, gravitate towards work.
Panic level : Extremely high.
I spend most of my time with : My ThinkPad..it has been my companian the most lately, by force and also sometimes, by choice.
Favourite drink : Coffee (by the pots). But I also love Vitagen!
What I should be doing but am too tired to do : Two press releases.
I have a secret crush on : a guy I met at work a few weeks ago.
I think Sumi & n.g should watch : Kabhi Gushy Kabhi Gham..hahah because they wouldn't if nobody made them!
I think everyone else should watch : Beautiful Mind
I worry about : Money. And if I will bring up good children or will they turn out to be dark and twisty.
I miss : Logan
One thing I managed to come to terms with that I could not admit before : I actually secretely want to be skinny like all those women in magazines. No it doesn't affect my self esteem and I'm not about to start puking my guts out, but I used to be all macho and pretend like I couldn't give two hoots about having love handles and thunder thighs. And then look in the mirror and get all dark and twisty (hey!). And if i didn't love food so much and find it such an absolute waste, I'd most probably be puking my guts out. Now, I love all my flabby bits.
Where I should be right now : In dreamland, fast asleep seriously.
Where I am : Sitting on my bed, in my jammies.
I am afraid: Of hurting someone who loves me with every inch of his heart..with one swift reckless action.
I hate: I hate a lot of things, but right now, pretentious people who give air kisses, people who have to resort to dirty filthy tactics to get something. People who pretend to be friends but actually don't know the true value of it.
Mood : Damn annoyed. Have been working for well over 11 hours. Need to be awake in 5 hours to head for a two day Summit, eyes are heavy as hell but when I lay down I can't fall asleep
Music : Marcy's Playground - James Blunt - Frankie Valli
Food : Bread, with chicken kurma and potatoes. No, ONE potatoe. Only because my parents are so used to me not eating dinner at home anymore. So I had to make do.
Boredom level : Can't be bored, gravitate towards work.
Panic level : Extremely high.
I spend most of my time with : My ThinkPad..it has been my companian the most lately, by force and also sometimes, by choice.
Favourite drink : Coffee (by the pots). But I also love Vitagen!
What I should be doing but am too tired to do : Two press releases.
I have a secret crush on : a guy I met at work a few weeks ago.
I think Sumi & n.g should watch : Kabhi Gushy Kabhi Gham..hahah because they wouldn't if nobody made them!
I think everyone else should watch : Beautiful Mind
I worry about : Money. And if I will bring up good children or will they turn out to be dark and twisty.
I miss : Logan
One thing I managed to come to terms with that I could not admit before : I actually secretely want to be skinny like all those women in magazines. No it doesn't affect my self esteem and I'm not about to start puking my guts out, but I used to be all macho and pretend like I couldn't give two hoots about having love handles and thunder thighs. And then look in the mirror and get all dark and twisty (hey!). And if i didn't love food so much and find it such an absolute waste, I'd most probably be puking my guts out. Now, I love all my flabby bits.
Where I should be right now : In dreamland, fast asleep seriously.
Where I am : Sitting on my bed, in my jammies.
I am afraid: Of hurting someone who loves me with every inch of his heart..with one swift reckless action.
I hate: I hate a lot of things, but right now, pretentious people who give air kisses, people who have to resort to dirty filthy tactics to get something. People who pretend to be friends but actually don't know the true value of it.
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