Different kinda cancer

I know now why confrontation is mostly sour. Its because people are just so bloody self absorbed. Its all about them. How they've been marginalised. How they are the victim. How in the arguement they were correct right from the very beginning. How its never their fault that things got to where it is now. Failing to understand the other party because its just all about them, isnt it.

Sigh..

Sometimes i wish people will just step off their high horses and try to look at the other pespective. More often then not the natural step to take would be to go on like nothing happened in the first place and be all buddy wuddy again. But then it eats inside you doesnt it. It breeds and becomes this ugly huge foul tumour that is just waiting to errupt the next time an argument comes along. After that, everything becomes petty and everything just moves down hill, speed bump after speed bump.

I am at this stage now where i dont want to pretend like all is a-okay, i just want to thrash the god damn thing out. I want to tell you that i'm still affected by your little show of emotions - how you made your point that your word rules the day. But i can see that to you it will make no sense. Because you saw my raw emotions here - and you responded with defense. Defense defense defense. Bring down that huge sheild and just try to read between the lines at least. Especially since i've come clean with my shortcomings. If you keep trying to point out my faults, you wont see yours. And then that tumour just grows.