Half Empty or Half Full..

I’m not really a big believer of signs. I’m tempted to take everything that happens around me as signs towards how my life should be directed hence forth, I then realize for that to happen I need to have some remote idea of where I want it to go at least. Otherwise signs just seem negative regardless of how positively they’re being injected into daily activity.

I wonder, if one knows that the direction they are heading in isn’t something that will necessarily end well, with things around them happening to somewhat support that idea, if they’re able to merely tell themselves enough times that it will be well, whether it will really be well. And if they do enough things to counter that instinct that it isn’t going well, will the gods get together and make things a happy little ending, just because one tried hard enough, and repeated it like a mantra in ones head..but didn’t really believe enough?

You want to believe that if you tried hard enough for something it will work out for you, but if it doesn’t, you don’t know if you should stop believing or stop trying.

Which is worse, having no idea where you’re going, or knowing that something isn’t right and yet going towards it? Or knowing that its a 50/50 and not sure if you want it to go well or not so well..? Hmmm..?